Happy birthday to me!
happy birthday to me!
Happy birthday to ME!!!
happy birthday to me!!!!!
4th November is my special day!
thank you to all the sms and wishes and etc..
thank you everyone for the presents!!
thank you ms. Wong for the cake!!! thank you.. Love it so much for the surprise...
when the light is off, to be frank i really scared that someone is playing a fool and try to rob me..haha.. think too much already...
but at last i saw Ms. Wong standing with the cake and sang happy birthday song~~
thank you so much~~
this doggy is cutez!!!
it appear in my house.
came to visit us ..
obedient dog.
the most interesting part is that when i said " sit down"
it really sit down...
cutez and lovely
but i still afraid of dog.. haha...
**LOVE MYSELF, YOU, HIM,HER, HE,SHE,I, THEM**
p/s: why did few hundred can test and reveal people heart and behaviour? hate to know that,
that fren of mine is real fake. heartbroken.. yet happy of all the surprises and wishes..
XoXO
its the last day of October today. pretty tired and sleepy now. this is all because of last night phone call. hanging on the phone till 3am. i am reading back my old blog : http//kellie-truth.blogspot.com. a lot of memories is written there but its all gone now. sometimes i wish i could turn back the time and re-write my memories.
chat with Melon last night about a bitchie gal that showing off all her branded stuff that she get from her bf. well, she such a lucky gal. i have no comment about her but just gossiping with Melon. its a nature of gals to gossip all this when they are free. would not denied i am one of them. *smiling* conclusion is that Melon was pissed off by that girl. for me its part of the natire of human to show off what they have.
i am wondering and walking around shopping center yesterday. i am trying to get a present for Elkie birthday. walk for 3 hours but yet didn't know what to buy. in dilemma now. consulted Ronnie about the present. he suggested me to buy something like T-Shirt. he said just buy whatever you think its appropriate. i agreed but yet i can't made my decision. at the end, i didn't get anything nor buy anything. headed home starightly after that.
There are songs that make us
want to dance, songs that make us want to sing along. the song that i love the most is " I STAY IN LOVE by MARIAH CAREY". its never failed to fresh me up everytime is listen to it. But now i addicted to " LOVE STORY by MARIAH CAREY" . her voice is unique and never failed to cheer someone days.
In life, as in art, some endings are bittersweet. Especially when it comes to love. Sometimes fate throws two lovers together only to rip them apart. Sometimes the hero finally makes the right choice but the timing is all wrong. And, as they say, timing is everything. i guess my timing with "good" or "tortoise901" or "jasn" or etc.. was wrong. but i never blame them cause i didnt adjust my timing correctly as well.
Some endings take a long time to reveal themselves. But when they do, they're almost too easy to ignore. Some beginnings start so quietly, you don't even notice they're happening. But most endings come when you least expect them. And what they portend is darker than you've ever imagined. Not all beginnings are cause for celebration. A lot of bad things begin, fights, flu season and the worst thing of all... that you scared of the beginning and never started anything at all. that's the worst of all. if we started something at least we knew that we tried before and that the outcome of the matter of the fact. therefore the thing about new beginnings is that they require something elso to end. just smiles no matter what had happened and going to happen.
i advise someone yesterday about :
"The past is always with us, just waiting to mess with the present."
" same coffee, different taste, same old me, different feeling now"
for me all ending will not just end there. once a while it will visit us. may be 1 years, or maybe 10 years .. its just pretty hard to know or guess when it will be back to haunt us back. so treasure the present and appreciate what we have now is the best.!!
Sometimes you need to step outside, clear your head and remind yourself of who you are. And where you wanna be. And sometimes you have to venture outside your world in order to find yourself. As for me, I'm happy but still searching the right direction of my lifes. i didn't wanna waste my times and sob in my old days later. thinking too far but yet i just wanna live my life to the maximum.
eventhough i realise in every link, there's a weak link in every chain. And it's just a matter of time before one of it snaps. [link refer to close memories or unwanted memories] but before it snaps i hope i manage to handle it perfectly. *cheerx* sometimes life isn't all about us but others. appreciate everything people~~
as for me i have a class to handle later. i hope i would be able to run it perfectly. *cheerx*
will update more when i am free.
Love you , me and you and you always~~
XOXO
i am extremely tired and sleepy now. i just don't understand why there are certain of people that only cares for themselves more. i refer this to friends and familia. i do think certain people ONLY will CARE when there are an amount of money that going to pass to them. or they just have a motives. may be this is the hazard of the trade of life. i truly hopes that everything will be fine and alright. the world is round so i believe that what comes around goes around.
i have something that really bother me now. its the sentence by someone "hopes that's help" . its bothering me because first of all, that's a person that is very close to her and me as well. you are not helping but you should be more concern as that's our beloved. why when its about the other beloved you are so concern but why can't you be more concern of this beloved and bare in mind that this beloved is the real beloved that you should care more. i didn't said that you shouldn't care lesser but at least try your best to do your responsible as one of his beloved. your place is not so far from where he is now. can't you drop by yourself to pay him a visit?? you are giving me excuse that you are doing your assignments and you have class. i have had a class and i am VERY BUSY as well. Yet, i still drop by to see him. I tried my best to save all our relationship. that's his and her will towards all of us. not only you and me. do you see how important is this to them? i don't bother if you care lesser about all our relationship but i hopes that you will care for them more. ( all above is dedicated to THEM)
will update more when i am free.
OM MANI PAD ME OM~~
yesterday is the day i truly knows about my ji mui.
the important point is that the ji mui i know from form 4 till now is not my ji mui.
ji mui won't "see you die but don't help".
ji mui won't forget whatever you text them.
boyfriend is more important than friend.
i have boyfriend too but i make effort to meet them, call them and etc.
but i can't put too much hopes that they will do the same as well.
i don't mind my bill go high when calling them but do they?
they will always said that they don't have enough money and etc.
they are working and got higher pay.
they own a lot of things.
don't always expect me to help when you are in trouble but don't bother to cares when i have problem.
i may seems that i am full of courage and can get through everything.
deep down i also need some real fren to console and talk.
its crap that said i am a playgirl.
even my ji mui said that.
i am not playgirl.
i just don't want to get involve yet.
its hard to take it out when you are involve.
yup,the incident on last few months do left me a scar in my heart.
but, i did told you from the day it happened but do you bother to listen?
do you cares?
i do see the real "ji mui" among us.
i am sorry that i didn't tell some of my ji mui about the incident.
i regretted that i kept that secret from all of you.
yes he is my bf before but its no longer my bf.
he is just another story of my life.
i sincerely think that his friend didn't knew about us either.
that's the reason why i kept it as secret.
feel frustrated and disappointed with everything today.
that's the reality.
i asked why and why .. again and again.. a person will never changed. maybe they will changed from appearance but not their behavior. i asked:
" u did the same when u meet up with Ad rites?"
" u never felt guilty nor anything is it?"
" u still unsure rites?"
i wonder what are you looking? i wonder why? if u asked me is that my will? i would said its not. i am blur now. really blur. i told sentral piggie about this. the result is not as i expected but the other way round. i sometimes wonder whether i am noob or??? i am planning to change my personal details in this month. anyway, its just a plan but not conducted yet.
whole night i am thinking whether i should or should not continue with all this. all the best to myself. no time for anything start from now. REVOLUTION THAT HAD BEEN PAUSE WILL BE REPLAY START ON MONDAY!!
*SMILE ALWAYS*
